Hey all.. i know it's been like WAY too long for this site.. it's just been really crappy lately and i need to vent, and the people i know that pray for me read this, and hte ones that are aggravating me i don't think do.. .. I just am having a really hard time right now with my entire life..

Work is basically threatening my job... b/c numbers are down and according to the bitch i have to call my manager, blames it all on me b/c i greet people, do reports, and answer phones.. WTF?!?!?

Then John is still in New Jersey, and it sucks b/c 1.) he doesn't understand the difference between the way you act when you have a gf adn when you don't... 2.) he can't plan anything without his family or more than a week in advance...3.) I love him and he doesn't realize it.. he has me in tears tonight and just keeps blowing off the conversation like we are talking about the weather.. and we are talking about shit that is a lot fucking more important than the weather...

My car is basically fucked @ the moment.. i paid $2000 for the car, and the damage that little 17 year old fucker did is gonna cost me $1800 to get fixed. So there goes having a nice car for once..

Family and School are about the only 2 good things in life.. but then again in 3 weeks i will be taking 14 credit hours on top of 40+ hours of work a week. so God only knows what'll happen then.. 

I just need lots and lots of prayers.. please!

Hey all.. just needed lots of thoughts and prayer today, thought i'd share.....

-Praise the boys flight is a go and the women's walk went well..

-prayers for money to come from somewhere quick

-prayers that i can get stuff taken care of ASAP